----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why am I so hungry? I want it all. I want to fill myself up with everything, have my hands in and on everything, control everything. Everything. I want to contain the world. This is why I photograph. To put it all into perfect little boxes I can stack and frame (into more perfect little boxes). I want to eat everything up, and when I feel full, eat it all again. There isn't enough food in the world, because my container is vast and unbounded, everything that enters it disappears. Nothing can satisfy. I need it. I need it to be mine unequivocally. I need it to not question why. I need it so I can tell it what to think of me. So I can make it stop hurting me. Funny thing is...in my quest to contain everything, I seem to have become unable to contain my self. 2:04 p.m. - 2007-07-18 |
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